Whats "done is done" is all very well but I recall you had a long list of excuses
which amounted to "its all too hard".
There was a lot of good advice given but you were not prepared to put in the work.
Look in the mirror and admit that to yourself.
I am far far away from perfect but I had a real problem puppy who is now a huge dog 50kg.
I took the advice of Hya, Newf, Beloz, Bernie, K&P, Mac and others and now have a great
dog that we all love dearly. He is not perfect but has come a long way from where he was.
He was a puppy from AWL but I dont kid myself that I "saved a life".
He was the cutest puppy there that day and I swooped on him as I knew if I went back next day
he would be gone.