Away from pound euthanasia disposal my apologies.
Everyone makes a choice based on there own beliefs and circumstance, mine was to leave Sir at the vet after euthanasia, I paid the council fee for disposal, I knew where he went, I have no regrets on my decision. Star will be the same when the time comes. I thought long and hard about it, I had a long time to contemplate upon what I would and would not do with Sirs corpse. From home burial, bush burial, cremains scattered, kept in a jar/urn, or blown into a glass orb, I even contemplated having the corpse pressured into a diamond pendant. The more and more I thought about it the less and less it appealed to me.
My cousin does a mock up Viking burial for his dingoes, His beliefs give him comfort. I can't see the point in it, but to each there own, live and let live. Doing that brings him comfort and closure and that is all that matters.
If you find yourself going through hell; Don't stay. Just keep on going.