You dont have to read this I am just having a bad Mum moment
I have upset my oldest without meaning to and I feel so bad, I need to make it up to her
I was supposed to watch DVDs with her tonight, she even brought supper and I got held up with GFs and come home to find her in bed crying.
I never seem to get to her band nights or her hockey matches, and sometimes driving her to work seems to much
I seem to be on ehr back over little things and I never mean too.
I love her dearlya dn she is a beautiful young lady, and I tell everyone and everyone who mets says she is such a credit to me, she is thoughful and loving and caring.
I need to make it up to her, she needs my time and I am going to do everything I can to try and make it up to how horrible I have been to her for what seems so long.
I know I have negleted her alot and relied on her to much. Since splitting from her step father I feel I have been asking to much of her to help me, and she feels that the little kids have got all my attention for what seems like years.
I feel awful and I have to fix it but I am not sure how.