Please dont hate for me for what i am about to say, i have typed and deleted this msg 50 times, but i really need to know if i am the only one who is going through or gone through this.
I dont think i love Jade. I was so super excited before we got her and they day of i cried when we brought her home, our family felt complete.I just dont have a connection with her yet, I think it might be cos i didnt pick her and she didnt pick me, the breeder picked her for us.
I still play play kiss and cuddle her, but as like babies im sure she can sense something is wrong.
Am i a bad mother and person or is this normal?