Thank you all. Accidents happen, I know that, and sometimes there is/was nothing one could do to stop it or even foresee it. But when I did foresee it...well, that makes me angry and a myriad of toher things. My son has always told me I'm a worry-wart and see danger where there could not possibly be any.
He is listening NOW!
Death affects me strongly no matter who it may be, or the circumstances, but when parents lose one so young, when their life was just beginning, it affects me far worse.
RIP angel child, and may you soar above us forever.