This year started off really well. I had three seemingly healthy dogs. I had left a lot of negative people out of my life. I was loving my job and I had definite plans for the future.
Three things have happened so far to shatter this
1. Cappy getting sick and dying - I wasn't expecting it - this time last year I had 4 dogs withonly 1 looking like she was on her way out
2. The stupid crematorium - how dare they. That woman was the biggest bitch I have ever had to deal with - and I have dealt with big bitches!!
3. Towards the end of Cappy's illness I was essentially accused of hacking a forum called theforum2hell. This is a forum made up of DOLers who wanted an off topic forum of their own. It is a sick and depraved sort of place where they seek to destroy the humanity of people. I became someone very nasty when I was there and being kicked off was the best thing that had happened to me. I was accused to hacking this forum as I had gained access to one of the members email addresses long before - whilst I was still that nasty person. Now the thing is this "woman" was stupid enough to have her secret question as "what is the name of my favourite pet" - it was the name she uses as her online name. Yes - perhaps wrong but not exactly master hacking material. Perhaps smarter than the peroxide nut job but that is about it.
Now I don't actually give two craps about the fact this forum was hacked - couldn't have happened to a nicer group of people - but at the time of this alleged hacking I was running back and forth between the vet and home trying to work out what was wrong with Cappy. I didn't have the time nor the expertise to hack a forum - still dont - my computer exerptise is focused on end user stuff.
People who I thought were my friends didn't even bother to speak to me after Cappy died - and they knew how important he was. I hope no one ever shits on them as they did on me.
Now the last two I really dont care about for myself - but all of those who were involved in either case disrespected Cappy and for that I hope they burn in hell.
I don't deserve this crap - and most importantly - the memory of my dog doesn't deserve this crap. Let me grieve in peace.
Let's hope the second half of the year is more positive.